WHEN TAKING A WALK
LUCY JOHNSON
You can listen to the birds singing, but the very best sound
is chicken wire, slip-slapping against wooden boardwalks
dried in the summer sun, every step echoed by the rustling
of tall reeds. Second best is wet gravel, first splash
followed by a sker-runch and slide, a gritty bitty sound
squelching into wet mud. At the day’s end, walking boots
ker-thunking on asphalt, or concrete, make your knees
twinge, and your feet think of fluffy slippers.
You can smell the flowers in the trees, but the best smell
is mud; simple, wet, earthy green growing mossy in your nose
and slick under your shoes. Dried grasses swaying smell
like a beach in winter, and sphagnum like green, and damp,
and wet socks, and slight regret. Sometimes the best smell
is sausage rolls, cold on the hill or warm at the café,
where finally you can sit and rest your weary legs,
and sip hot chocolate with almost more cream than mug.
You can feel the ache in your legs, but the best feeling
of them all is sunlight on your back at the end of winter,
taking off the coat you’ve been wearing
for the last three months and letting the air flow
against your skin, feeling the gravel scrunch under your shoes,
feeling the scent of the grass in your head - and your heart,
the green damp growing, the spring air blowing,
and, for a fleeting step, thinking that you know
what people mean when they say they feel at home.